God is in every detail of my life.i know he is even when i struggle and even give up.When all is good rosy and pink and i grow ignorant of his role in my life he remains loyal.When i cant see him at all,if i pause and shout from deep down..he opens my eyes and i see him again.I hope as i share my life with you..you will begin to see what god is doing.This is For Me To Remember.For You To Be Blessed.But most of all,For God To Be Glorified>>>>>This is my story.

Tuesday, 6 November 2007

an apple for her!!

you know how in old movies..those kids would always be walking to school with a few books bounded together with the string thingamajiggy..in one hand and an apple in the other...
 
           if i was that kid..i'll give my apple to this one teacher...pn Chuah.

why?? Cause she's like the best teacher ever!!!!!!
>>she's like always there...sent from above.
>>see i hate asking ppl for help. i guess maybe i see it as myself admitting my weakness. anywho..i was struggling bad with my math. So finally i decided that i was going to ask someone to help me. who better than my trusted math teacher. thing was i had to much pride(i think that's the right word to use)in me..and couldn't utter those words..played it out repeatedly in my head..i even practiced...."teacher,i'm struggling..nono..teacher are you free..no.erm...i cant understand this lah. OH FORGET IT LAH...i dont need help."

well, in the end those word dissolved from vocab..i wanted help. and i knew she was the only one fit for the Job. so i finally asked her. mana tau..she was leaving for camp on Thursday..and will only be available on monday and tuesday night. she didnt mind me coming over and helping me out..

so i just came back from her place. and you know what she offered to help next week too. so it wasnt just a one time pity thing. it was an .. ok i'll do what i can to help you...

two days ago i was defeated, for i thought help would not come. there was no motivation. but now knowing that one person would go all the way for me even when she doesnt have too makes me want to give all that i got into this..

God..thank you so much for this. i needed it so badly. thank you for lifting me up this time. love you Lord. bless pn chuah too Lord cause she's been an awesome teacher.

phie



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