just wanted to apologize first.for not telling you..but I guess its ok cause you're not the keeper..(guess god prechooses ppl you can talk to bout certain things).. anyways, CF rally was awesome. besides that, you know what else is awesome? this 28 day fast and pray thingy that our (seafield) cf is going through. we're all seeing god answer our prayers and bringing breakthrough in so many areas of our lives.
well as for me, i've been praying for direction again. biase la cause senior year already and everybody just cant stop asking the ever famous question..."so..after form 6 where you going?" which i so dread. i mean the last time i asked god this he totally set me up on the road to form 6...i was certain that at that point that was where god wanted me to head to.almost got scholarship some more. i caught such a passion for teaching and yeah ..realised that i could do/wanted to do nothing else. but at the back of my mind...even from the start god reminded me that i have to leave room for change. cause that whole part was more of a "the journey matters more than the destination " phase.
so yeah i prayed and god spoke.didnt want to listen..prayed some more..he spoke again, sure or not..then rally came..and he spoke so clearly that i cant deny it no more.
shaun, i know full well now that i'm called to full time ministry.( like nothing else..this is it.. Now my general calling is kinda to just do well in this stpm..then after that..adventure.(specific calling).hehe
so....now that i know..i'm just doing my thing..continuing to try and study for my stpm, just serving like i always do..loving god and getting to know him more each day..struggling at times.relying on his grace...BUT THING IS ITS scary!! and i dont know what to do.its just all question marks.?????? everywhere. well, the usual thing that i expect to hear from anybody would be to trust in god ya di da.and that's what i'm doing..really! :)..but i think it's good thing to also seek godly counsel...so that's why I mailled the person I did.(I copied the mail..takkan I so freee to write)
ok i dont know what else to say... so thanks for reading anyways.
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God is in every detail of my life.i know he is even when i struggle and even give up.When all is good rosy and pink and i grow ignorant of his role in my life he remains loyal.When i cant see him at all,if i pause and shout from deep down..he opens my eyes and i see him again.I hope as i share my life with you..you will begin to see what god is doing.This is For Me To Remember.For You To Be Blessed.But most of all,For God To Be Glorified>>>>>This is my story.
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