incomplete rambles

A plan was made in the mind of my God, the creator of the universe. Before the world existed my story was formed in the fragments of his mind. I've concluded after a conversation with Shaun that my life if it were a form of media, would a be a ' series' . Yes. Like Harry Potter, Grey's Anatomy, Friends ( personally I think its more to this one)

Each season or book has it's central theme.


#1 The Birth and early childhood
- For starters, I ended up being a lefthander. I hear only 1/10 are. Anyways, this is not written statement of how special a person I am. This is just to show the detailed thoughts of God for my very existence.( I'm aware of the fact that he puts the same amount of thought into your life as well) I was a slow walker. A grumpy kid that never smiled when asked to. I loved vegetables from day one and was even called peculiar, well a bit, by my own mother. I hung on to people whom I was familiar with. I needed that sense of security. Going to mommy when I couldn’t sleep. Crying and saying I was hungry just for the sake of company whenever I felt alone.

#2 The Discovery of Identity
- One day as I sat in the front seat of my mother's car, I realized what identity was all about. I may not have known what the word was but I knew the idea. I liked it. My mother said, "You are different. not like your sister. You don't let me choose any of your clothes." .. That day I absorbed more than that. it went into my system. It was true I didn’t allow anyone to influence my taste. For starters in my clothes. I may not have looked the best at all times. But I held on to my own 'look'. I learnt from young to go against the currents. Rebel to the norm. yes a bit naughty. :)
- This was also the season where I learned truths about service. "we don’t do things cause we have to, we do it with the intention of learning. We do it well from attempt 1 and get better at it. Work is play, work is addictive if it's like that. it's education. I realized I had the ability to accomplish things with my hands. ( not till recently I realized that with god by my side, in accordance to his will, I already have what I needed, my hands and heart to accomplish his purposes set for me)
- When I was asked what I wanted to become, I said with confidence after pondering for a brief moment. TAXI DRIVER. I was seated on the shoe rack outside my house.
Yes, now when I look back I know why I said. I'll bring it up later on when necessary.