It is time...time to make decisions once again. Those I dread making for the consequences of my so called logic actually matters. It's where and what I'm going to up being. I knew that all I wanted and had to do was to do what God wanted. And just as he led me to Form 6, inspiring me to teach. He'll lead me to my next stop when I lost my way.
Nope. I didn’t loose my passion for the teaching profession. But after a year I have gained perspective. I realized that the taxi ambition I had in me can't be fully met with the education line.. As I was heading back from my scout dinner one Saturday night I realized what I was doing all this time….my juniors of five years have finally passed on the baton of leadership to the next batch. For me it was a bitter sweet moment. I felt a deep sense of contentment for I was apart of their life and god has used me to impact their life in one way or another. shaping them to be better than I was. Passing on just whatever I knew just by influence alone most of the time. Not preach to them but just doing what I believe in and sticking to it…they see it and they learnt.
I was in such awe cause that whole night was to appreciate them. I was old news. Just a bystander who was appreaciated by those getting recognition. There wasn’t a big celebration for the person responsible( just a bit)for what they have turned out to be. There were only silent smiles of apreciation and glances of thank yous and love from them…althought little it may seem. That was the greatest honor for me.
It has grown in me. This passion to ferry ppl to their destination. I experiencing it once and then leading others and letting go to experience and achieve greater. That's my purpose I believe.
So now the question was…. Do I want to teach math or a language like english? Am I passionate to see lives be empowered by fluent use of language?
Or Am I interested in teaching ppl how to live? How do I do that? Is God calling me..was this why I was made?
