Prelude

Every book has an introduction. An exciting event maybe. Something new and fresh marking the end of what was and the beginning of what is to come. Sometimes its the authors thoughts and feelings towards the tale written be it fiction or his/her reality.

my perceptions have changed. i was shocked. my friend, being a fussy eater shares my joy. my taste.once AGain i've seen her enjoy the taste of food the way i do after such a long time. "Chai buoy" ..or whatever she calls it in her canto..
the updated list: classic, SR,sipahh, Chai buoy..

i've said it! What God has laid upon my heart. his good and pleasing and perfect will for my life which can't run from. it has consumed every part of me. not my will but his in and through me. telling my mom was the scariest moment of speech i've ever had. the phrase .." i'm confused.." still rings in my ear.. who would have thought she would have reacted that way...supportive and submissive to her Lord's will. Wait till i finally break it to dad..boy! just wait...thank you friends who held my dream with me.

Coach is leaving for NS in two hours.

Josh left for the states.

The new day is coming. God leads us into exciting things when we allow him to have full control. if we sit back and let him take the wheel  the ride will be amazing. the view spectacular. the ppl met never a coincidence.
ministry a mission. not plain service. God i commit 2008 into your hands. Grow me! you 're all i want all i need. everything i have, i've placed at your feet.  love you father, Phie.

My Happy Ending

Never knew i could relate to a Mika Song. i feel it.

Happy Ending

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending.

No hope, no love, no glory,

No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,

Like it's forever.

Then live the rest of our life,

But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life

Can't get no love without sacrifice

If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well

A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told

No hope, or love, or glory

Happy endings gone forever more

I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'

And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending.

No hope, no love, no glory,

No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,

Like it's forever.

Then live the rest of our life,

But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind

Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around

If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep

I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told

No hope, or love, or glory

Happy endings gone forever more

I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'

And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending.

No hope, no love, no glory,

No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,

Like it's forever.

Then live the rest of our life,

But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love

Little bit of love, little bit of love 

I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'

And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending.

No hope, no love, no glory,

No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,

Like it's forever.

To live the rest of our life,

But not together.

 

just hear those.....

My neighbours are singing again....
Do you think they'll stop if i choose to sing as loud as them?

"Just hear those sleigh bells jingling,
ring ting tingling too!!!!!"

no respond.
oh well.

 

Friends

I had an amazing time of prayer yesterday.After which i felt empowered by God and felt my burdens drift away and the cries of my heart heard.
I remember asking God to build my faith, to bring me Forward in my walk with him. Lead me into new seasons, testimonies and faith.

He answered. not how i expected but he did.

i didnt have to listen to a sermon or hear words from any leader. he spoke to me through a situation.

Now my perspective has change. His favor has taken its effect in my life.
thank you so much lord. you heard my cry and answered.

When i started this blog i told myself never to use it to complain or put others down. so i'm not going to tell what happened. but this is what i learned.

There are so many types of ppl in our lives...these are the friends that i have and am thankful for

1) Family..
2) the best friend
3) Gift of an answered prayer
4) faithful
5) inspiration
6) comrade
7) listener
8) voice
9) mentor
10) crush
11) love
12) childhood
13) support
14) pillar
15) shoulder
16) loyal
17) the one that makes me smile
18) i'm proud of
19) mini me
20) health freak
21) keeper

And the list goes on..

somebody in my life asked me do i have die hard friends?
(those who would stand with me when my world crashes)
immediately all i could do was smile..cause i knew i did. not one but many. *one already died for me though and that's Jesus.

my friend got hurt yesterday because of somebody i hung out with.
so many thoughts passed through my mind. anger,disappointment, regret, but now i know god used the situation to open my eyes about the ppl i mix with. i have to watch who i hang with cause i may be influenced, or hurt others when i'm with them.even when my intentions are the best.
 
loves phie.

shaun you know you're a blessing right?i love you loads.three cheers for the bestest friend ever. will pray for you.