Avril.

This is so weird.

I'm finally looking forward to Avril L's concert.

My cousin Sarah Foo is like her ultimate fan. She totally loves Avril,her music and her style
( i like her style cause she's authentic but that doesnt mean i go ga-ga ).

I guess we all go through that phase of loving something so much that we choose to include/involve them in our whole lives.
 We stop our days and give our time to be apart of whatever we're crazee bout.
Sarah has even talked about wanting Avril as a middle name. I'm not sure whether or not she'll change her mind about that though...eeks
I actually searched out the meaning of this name. what i found out. it's french just like mine. It means April. hmmm..

But back to the point. I'm surprised at how i'm starting to get excited about it eventhough most of the ppl around me are laughing at the fact that i'm going. Maybe it's cause i realised that I would rockin' out with little Sarah and that to me is something priceless..I think she's so cool for going all out about Avril not caring bout what others say and all.

Aunthenticity
Since I brought up the word. I think there is always something to learn from the people around you. Even Avril. I mean i dont know much about her but just by what i see on the surface.

 I'm reminded of how in life we got to be authentic. Real and sincere to the people around us and also ourselves. Authentic in our faith and not leeching of a friend's or family member's faith.

Lord, i meant what i said. I dont want to make this a habit. So help me break it. Thanks for loving me the same all the time.
Love you.

Avril here I come!! ""Let me hear you say hey hey hey!""

The Desert Song

I am going to start seeking God in my everyday decisions once again.

I refuse to live based on practicality.

I want a life of faith even if it leads me to radical obedience,radical sacrifice, or radical vision. 

With this choice i know i might not please everyone. i may even end up alone but i know i wont be lonely. For god is always with me.

So this is me Lord, i rededicate my life. every part of me. my thought, my actions, my speech, my time, my everything. Take me and use. Guide me and lead me. Fill me once again with your spirit. Let me overflow with your word and passion that i may bless others and lead more to you. Father, i love you.

Hillsong - Desert Song

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that’s within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

This is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

And I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

This is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I’ll stand

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I’m filled to be emptied again
The seed I’ve received I will sow

All of my life, In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

Sleep Deprived #2

Sleep is precious. Rest brings alertness, takes away emoe-ness, and helps us be better unsnappy friends. I found somethings else worth giving it up for.  Conversations. especially with ppl who know that God is in love with them.


She's one of my favourites.
My Friend..
Gender : Female
Origin : Hebrew
Meaning : Gift from God, Who resembles God, Close to God.

“why don’t you blog about all your stories, people would be so encouraged”

well then, this story is for you .

Dearest You,

Dae asked me one of those days, probably realising that i mention your name quite a bit..." Since when were you close to her? Hmmm...yah, you definitely somebody older to talk to. Everyone needs somebody older."  she probably doesn't remember this but i do...most vividly.

Why?

Cause for the longest time i talked to God bout not having someone older to talk to. Someone with a different yet similar perspective. Someone who loved God so much that her very speech would be flooded on how good He was without forgetting to be relevant.somebody who would scold me if i'd ever screw up instead of just judging me. there was no one..

HAHA....TIBA-TIBA. MY ITUNES IS PLAYING MICHELLE.....crazeee!

You have earned a place in my friend bubble. cause you're all that and more. .you're the person i look up to. My inspiration. for the longest time i didnt let go off certain things cause i guess i was afraid of letting of go of a person i looked up, i could easily do it now cause i realised that my friends..you especially, had taken over that place in my life. i didnt need that person to feel like taken care of.  ( wah...if  you still dont know who i'm talking bout then you are so blur ok...but knowing you you should know lah right) 

 
In Proverbs 27:17 ,
  Iron sharpens iron, so a man sharpens the face of his friend..

That's you. you make me sharp..i hope i do the same for you.

Love you. Psycho-friend!

Phie


father, now what? why can't they see?

AmAzEd

I'm AMAZED.
Lord,what  you've done for us doesn't make sense.
HOW YOU LOVE YOUR CREATION? how you love me.....
i'm amazed .
by your Grace.
i can keep breathing because of you.
I can keep going because your grace carries me through life.
I'm amazed.
For my closest friends Lord,
they all just said they want to make you famous
with their lives.
I'm amazed.
I saw my friends sing at the top of their lungs. they cried.

i'm amazed.
For you've shown me a generation who would take their place and step up for you.

I'm amazed.

thank you Lord, for letting me see. i needed to see that other ppl can be changed by one moment.
I believe you now.

Father i pray for all of us who went for passion and caught something.
Lord lead us to live by faith with and for you. Don't allow us to forget what we felt,heard and saw.

I love You.