Is this healthy?

I've begun on a peculiar journey of consuming a significant amount of pills daily.

1) Malaria Prophylaxis
( going to cambodia for a mission trip..therefore precaution against such a deadly virus is necessary)
2) Ginseng capsules
3) Vitamin C
4) Clarinase ( flu-iie)

Yes. Four pills are considered many in my dictionary.

Is this really healthy? call me conventional but i still believe in taking all the nutrients i need the natural way.....

Oh well.. .

sleep early  + drink water + eat pills + exercise + house chores = happy mother?

Thanks Lizzie.

 Carrie Underwood - So Small

What you got if you aint got love?
The kind that you just wanna give away
It's okay to open up
Go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
You wanna shut the world out
And just be left alone
Don't run out on your faith

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searching for forever,
Is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters, after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

It's so easy to get lost inside
A problem that seems so big, at the time
It's like a river that's so wide
It swallows you whole
While you're sittin round thinking about what you can't change
And worryin' about all the wrong things
Time's flying by, moving so fast
You better make it count, cause you can't get it back

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searchin for forever
Is in your hands
Oh, When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searchin for forever
Is in your hands
Oh, When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh it sure makes everything else
Seem so small

 Vexation has led me to Wonder...



relationship.
stalking.
infatuation.
masterpiece.

Coming Soon.....
 

but Dust.

I wanted and needed to be scolded, but my Father responded in Love.

As a father shows compassion to his children,
    so the Lord shows compassion to those who fear him.
For He knows our frame;
    he remembers that we are dust.

- Psalm 103:13-14 -


  "That is why the kingdom of heaven may be compared to a king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants. When he had begun to settle the accounts, a person who owed him 10,000 talents was brought to him. Because he couldn't pay, his master ordered him, his wife, his children, and all that he had to be sold so that payment could be made. Then the servant fell down and bowed low before him, saying, 'Be patient with me, and I will repay you everything!' The master of that servant had compassion and released him, canceling his debt. "But when that servant went away, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred denarii. He grabbed him, seized him by the throat, and said, 'Pay what you owe!' Then his fellow servant fell down and began begging him, 'Be patient with me and I will repay you!'  But he refused and went and had him thrown into prison until he could repay the debt.
 "When his fellow servants saw what had happened, they were very disturbed and went and reported to their master all that had occurred. Then his master sent for him and said to him,
    'You evil servant! I canceled that entire debt for you because you begged me. Shouldn't you have had mercy on your fellow servant, just as I had mercy on you?' In anger his master handed him over to the torturers until he could repay the entire debt."

Discrepancies!

The inconsistencies of life kicks in.
The picture of the bed of roses is flooded with weeds, thorns, and pest. 
Why? Is it necessary?
to the untrained eye,It seems like an absurd situation that's inconvenient and unnecessary . believe me my eyes are trained.
But as i clear the weeds, trim the thorns and spray pesticide will my roses be damaged if i'm not cautious.

As we go through the struggles of life that's so inevitable there seems to be so much room for us to mess up what is to come next.
Our reactions shape our tomorrow.
Father, help me for i'm but dust. help me to understand and accept how others are human as you accept my humanity unconditionally.

In the end,with all these weeds etc..the rose grows stronger. It is able to withstand more. It becomes more beautiful and amazing for it has overcomed.