I told Shaun

just wanted to apologize first.for not telling you..but I guess its ok cause you're not the keeper..(guess god prechooses ppl you can talk to bout certain things).. anyways, CF rally was awesome. besides that, you know what else is awesome? this 28 day fast and pray thingy that our (seafield) cf is going through. we're all seeing god answer our prayers and bringing breakthrough in so many areas of our lives.
well as for me, i've been praying for direction again. biase la cause senior year already and everybody just cant stop asking the ever famous question..."so..after form 6 where you going?" which i so dread.  i mean the last time i asked god this he totally set me up on the road to form 6...i was certain that at that point that  was where god wanted me to head to.almost got scholarship some more. i caught such a passion for teaching and yeah ..realised that i could do/wanted to do nothing else. but at the back of my mind...even from the start god reminded me that i have to leave room for change. cause that whole part was more of a "the journey matters more than the destination " phase.
so yeah i prayed and god spoke.didnt want to listen..prayed some more..he spoke again, sure or not..then rally came..and he spoke so clearly that i cant deny it no more.
shaun, i know full well now that i'm called to full time ministry.( like nothing else..this is it.. Now my general calling is kinda to just do well in this stpm..then after that..adventure.(specific calling).hehe
so....now that i know..i'm just doing my thing..continuing to try and study for my stpm, just serving like i always do..loving god and getting to know him more each day..struggling at times.relying on his grace...BUT THING IS ITS scary!! and i dont know what to do.its just all question marks.?????? everywhere. well, the usual thing that i expect to hear from anybody would be to trust in god ya di da.and that's what i'm doing..really! :)..but i think it's good thing to also seek godly counsel...so that's why I mailled the person I did.(I copied the mail..takkan I so freee to write)
ok i dont know what else to say... so thanks for reading anyways.

What tomorrow brings

words fly by like air in the spaces around us. every turn and corner an uttered emotion. these few remained in my head....
Tomorrow  special   LOVE  ARGHH!!(first time my mom and i screamed to gether in horror...no significance to all the other words..it's the odd one out if it were a puzzle..)   You're soo not trying!

Valentines  Overrated  ..i know(my student. when i asked him whether or not he knew what tomorrow was) 


it's true, when you think about it, that valentines day gives people the excuse of being mediocre in their spread of love/display of affection towards their loved ones in their everyday life. People in general forget that valentines just like christmas acts as a reminder of love... for we do need to be reminded of it at least once a year for we live such busy lives.

My two cents: Valentines reminds us to love and the fact that we are loved.

i guess even though this year is going to be totally different from what it has been, i have already been blessed by the encouragement given to me in conjunction with V' day..

so...who cares iF some might think it's corny to believe in v"day..i love it.

i read this and my day was made...for my cry of being significant was answered..
thank you sara.

"ponder and reflect for yourselves, the philosophy that is inevitable, incomprehensible, unconquerable, and the ultimate mystery of time: that silly thing called love with quotes! :) and just to make it interesting, i will leave names at the back of the quotes... :) it means they remind me of you. :)" sara lau

Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity. [Henry Van Dyke] (isn't this a beautiful quote?) Sophie. Garrett. :)

I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love.
[Mother Teresa] Sophie :)

Spread love everywhere you go. Let no one ever come to you without leaving happier. [Mother Teresa] Joshua Y. Sophie. :)

We cannot all do great things, but we can do small things with great love. [Mother Teresa] Sophie. Esther. :)

I know of only one duty, and that is to love. [George Bernard Shaw] Sophie. Abel :)

God, I don't have great faith, but I can be faithful. My belief in you may be seasonal, but my faithfulness will not. I will follow in the way of Christ. I will act as though my life and the lives of others matter. I will love. I have no greater gift to offer than my life. Take it. [Real Live Preacher] All us of who are desperate for a cause bigger than ourselves."


This is what i got today....what tomorrow brings thats another story..love you lord. :)
 

Imbloggingagain

If my life runs on the blogs time line..
then i am truly apart of a tragic tale..
for although i mapped out and got so excited for the coming year
it seems as though i never got to it.

not much time to blog anyway. will continue when i have my two cents to say

but for now i just wanna declare that

I REALLY THANK GOD FOR EVERY  PERSON HE PUTS IN MY LIFE especially the ones i can confide in for they have truly been a blessing and a signboard to point me back to god everytime.